Hollowasian

I have realized, i have been making some really dumb and immature decisions.  I need to grow up.  I need to find myself...that's why i hope photography will help me along with that.  I'm so tired of hurting the people around me, I just don't like myself and wish I could express that hurt.  I can do that with photography and I understand that now.  I need the right supplies. If anyone has any suggestions to get me started, please let me know.  What I want to accomplish is my disgust and hate of myself to show in these pictures.  Maybe then, it will lessen.  It's a hope.

I'm sittin here listening to a really good song, thinking about different things. I need to get my act together and start focusing on the important things in life.  Things I am good at...like photography.  I enjoy taking pictures of people mostly.  You can discover so much from just a person's eyes.  So much emotion and feeling.  You can see sadness and happiness at the same time and wonder how one person can hold both emotions at once.